![]() |
Plus she's a bit of an arrogant dick at times. |
![]() |
like, phoomfh. |
Training is one thing, but as I mentioned the social aspect was flooring too. It caught me off guard, I only just realised recently my emotional defences have been completely down for about six months (explains several things I was overly upset about during this time), which meant that when good things happened, wow, they completely blew my mind.
It reminded me of that feeling when you start a new relationship with someone and you realise that you're self destructively ignoring all the other aspects of your life, but you actually just don't care because your significant other is proving all your immediate happinesses and it's too good to pass up. I'm an adult though, so I made an effort to not just let go of everything else in my life. I'll need my other friends to bring to fundraisers anyway.
No comments:
Post a Comment